I am at the age where it no longer matters if what I say is “good” to you, whether in form or in content. What matters is that I say the thing that needs to be said. I will still work and work to say every thing I need to say and hope you need to hear. I will still work and work to find the ways, the forms I must use to say it. But someone else’s “goodness” matters far less to me than saying the thing, just finally saying it.